today was the first day i’ve gone to Penneys with the intention of spending money and returned without a single item of clothing.

it’s been a weird day.

once upon a time i made a text post that was something like this (well actually exactly like this):

‘it’s just a matter of choosing the right people and knowing who deserves to stay in your life

that’s all there is to it, there’s no need to complicate it. move on. :)’

for some reason, i’m not able to take my own advice. i’m not able to choose the people who deserve to stay in my life because at the moment i don’t think anyone does

one day you will realize what you lost, one day it will hit you. and when it does, i hope it fucking stabs you in the heart.